Again, I Say REJOICE

Today is my dad's surgery day. Am I excited? Not exactly. I am happy that he'll no longer be in pain but if there was a less invasive, pain free to remove kidney stones, I'd be ecstatic.

Being an only child is really no fun. It sucks when you have to do EVERYTHING. I dont have the luxury of passing some responsibility off to my siblings and tell them to call me when such and such happens. I dont have the opportunity to take turns with someone else while taking care of not one, but two "sick" parents. Its even harder when you have your own family to worry about. Taking care of two households plus deal with my own personal issues is tiring and nerve wrecking.

I shouldn't complain though. Im very grateful for my parents and I have the slightest idea what I would do without them. So if that means I have to put my life on hold for a while, I'll do it. With all that they've done (& continue to do) for me?! Yeah, I'll bend over backwards to make sure they're straight. I guess I'm just thankful that their health problems aren't anything major. An abscess on the breast and kidney stones is like a walk in the park. Right???

With all that's going on, I have no choice but to look up and thank God for everything, continue to pray my way out it, and rejoice --- expecting my (OUR) breakthrough to come any give moment!!!

But wait, is it too early for me to get them a caretaker? LOL!

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